Mini Freak Out: Ashes on the Waves by Mary Lindsey

Mini FREAK OUT!

Goodreads Blurb

Liam MacGregor is cursed. Haunted by the wails of fantastical Bean Sidhes and labeled a demon by the villagers of Dòchas, Liam has accepted that things will never get better for him—until a wealthy heiress named Annabel Leighton arrives on the island and Liam’s fate is changed forever.
With Anna, Liam finally finds the happiness he has always been denied; but, the violent, mythical Otherworlders, who inhabit the island and the sea around it, have other plans. They make awager on the couple’s love, testing its strength through a series of cruel obstacles. But the tragedies draw Liam and Anna even closer. Frustrated, the creatures put the couple through one last trial—and this time it’s not only their love that’s in danger of being destroyed.

There is, by the way, cussing.
For those of you who don't know, Mini Freak Outs are where while reading, I scribble down my reactions and post them along with a 2-3 paragraph review.

1: Chills. I have chills.
5: Oh my God what is this.
17: Liam is sort of adorable. I LOVE HIM ALREADY
39: I want to be all IN YOUR FACE to Miss Ronan right now
40: I sort of don't know WHAT THE HECK JUST HAPPENED but kudos to Anna for not freaking out
44: I LOVE ANNA SO MUCH RIGHT NOW OMG. SHE ISTHE BEST
59: Oh my GAWD. FINALLY
65:OMG IF THIS THING HAS SELKIES IN IT I'M GOING TO PEE MY PANTS WITH EXCITEMENT
67: YES.
77: I love their relationship!!!
90: I think my heart hurts.
98: Giggles. I have giggles. OH LIAM. *giggles*.
100: CREEPINESS
107: OMG SOMETHING'S HAPPENING I JUST KNOW IT
110: Oh my freaking GAWD what the hell just happened?! READING THIS AT 1 AM WAS A BAD BAD IDEA
119: Would I have Anna's reaction or would I be freaked out by a dozen paintings of me?
121: WOAH WOAH WTH. OH GOD
127: THANK YOU, PA. I AM UNBELIEVABLY RELIEVED
133: LIAM YOU STUPID STUPID BOY. DON'T BE SO SUPERSTITIOUS AND DO YOU REALLY THINK ANNA OF ALL PEOPLE WOULD LISTEN TO YOU.
139: EFF OFF NICK. NO. I AM DUBBING YOU DICK. FUCK OFF DICK. OR I SWEAR TO THE GODS IN THIS BOOK I WILL MURDER YOU MYSELF.
149: Anna you are simply the best.
153: Anna rocks.i
156: This book is killing me. In a good way.
167: I am getting increasingly worried. Oh God.
172: LIES. SHUT UP YOU NA FIR GHORM
173: Oh CRAPTASTIC SHIZZLER TWIZZLERS
177: I DENY THAT STATEMENT YOU BLUE SKINNED FISHBALL
182: Oh my God
193: THEY ARE ADORABLE
198: BECAUSE THEY ARE YOU NINCOMPOOP
209: I LIKE YOU BEAN SIDHES
216: I AM CREEPED OUT
220: CRAP. I FEEL SUSPICIOUS.
225: CRAP. OMG. SHIT. OH CRAP. OMG. YGYSEDYUHOKPL WHAT IS SHE COUNTING...
227: She knows...everything.
229-231: Oh effing crap.  THIS BOOK JUST. OH GOD
241: SCREW THIS TOWN AND 98% OF ITS PEOPLE
245: Oh screw you effing blue fishball. DON'T YOU DARE HURT MY BABIES. *cuddles Anna and Liam*
253: Crap. Sticks.
262: I love you Francine, but I feel bad for Muireann
268: LIES ALL OF IT. I CALL BS
292: I love them. Have I mentioned that?
297: Poor Anna, so confuzzled!
300:  I HATE YOU
316: Blue fish balls? DIE YOU EFFING BASTARDS
325: I. Am. Dying.
344: Oh my fucking God
350-351: What the fucking hell just HAPPENED OH MY GOD. CHILLS.
360: J,GRSRSYVIL,L,LK,PKHYSEAWARDYVPMPKBJUGCRYTREATYVIH UNNIPNPNOVUGXGFX
363: THAT BITCH
373: WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH. IS SHE....OR IS SHE...WHAT?! I die. I'm dead. Just. Don't talk to me. 

To sum this book up in two words, Ashes on the Waves was most definitely hauntingly unique. The Gothic atmosphere just leaves you utterly speechless and the love story leaves you simply breathless. I absolutely fell in love with the couple and with the world Lindsey has created with selkies (some of my favorite mythical creatures!), Na Fir Ghorm, Bean Sidhes, and more! I loved the Celtic lore mixed in with the Gothic feel, creating a truly original world with all the dark and twisted that an Edgar Allen Poe retelling needs.

You can call it insta-love, but this is, in the end, a tragic love story--more so than Romeo and Juliet for sure! It's beautiful and mournful and absolutely heartbreaking. The ending was as tragic as one would expect. Not the glowing HEA I was desperately hoping for, but perfect for the story and perfect for a Poe poem. My only complaint was that it was a bit predictable to me, but the romance was absolutely brilliant.

Pages: 387

Genre: Gothic/Romance

Series: Standalone

Publisher: Philomel

Release Date: June 27, 2013

Rating: 4 stars

Waiting on Wednesday

Leap of Faith by Jamie Blair

Now that Leah Kurtz has a place to call home, there’s no way she can tell the truth.

That her name is Faith, not Leah. That she’s seventeen, not nineteen.

That the baby isn’t hers—she kidnapped her.

She had to kidnap Addy though. She couldn’t let her newborn sister grow up like she did, with parties where the drugs flow all night and an empty refrigerator in the kitchen holding nothing but pickle juice and ketchup packets inside.

She can’t risk losing Chris—the only guy she’s ever given herself to completely—by telling him she’s been lying. He’s the most generous person she’s ever known, and he’s already suffered the tragic deaths of his mom and infant sister.

But being on the run with a newborn catches up with her when a cop starts asking questions, and Chris’s aunt finds a newspaper article about Faith and a missing baby. Faith knows it’s time to run again—from Chris and the only place that’s ever felt like home.

This sounds so amazing!!! I can't WAIT for this and I seriously need this like now! I adore these types of contemporary and I feel like I'm going to sob my eyes out! Which, you know, I probably will. I also love the cover and it's sort of hopeful feel to it. And ...I have so many EXPECTATIONS FOR THIS!!! This just sounds so emotional!

Gated by Amy Christine Parker

Goodreads Blurb

Do the gates keep the unchosen out or the chosen in?
In Mandrodage Meadows, life seems perfect. The members of this isolated suburban community have thrived under Pioneer, the charismatic leader who saved them from their sad, damaged lives. Lyla Hamilton and her parents are original members of the flock. They moved here following the 9/11 terrorist attacks, looking to escape the evil in the world. Now seventeen, Lyla knows certain facts are not to be questioned:
Pioneer is her leader.
Will is her Intended.
The end of the world is near.
Like Noah before him, Pioneer has been told of the imminent destruction of humanity. He says his chosen must arm themselves to fight off the unchosen people, who will surely seek refuge in the compound's underground fortress--the Silo.
Lyla loves her family and friends, but given the choice, she prefers painting to target practice. And lately she'd rather think about a certain boy outside the compound than plan for married life in the Silo with Will. But with the end of days drawing near, she will have to pick up a gun, take a side, and let everyone know where she stands.

Gated was an absolutely fascinating read with an original concept and an absolutely brilliant villain!

Cults are always a fascinating thing, but I doubt we ever understand why they're so...crazy sometimes. Gated definitely gives us a first class look in on cults! Pioneer was an amazing villain and he was so suave with his manipulation and, honestly, I'm not quite sure if he was a psycho and really believed what he was saying...or if he was just a really good actor. But he was by far the most interesting part of Gated!

My only complaints was the romance and the plot. While there were a ton of twists, they were really just clumped in the end. The first half of the story was pretty slow, though it gave us an amazing look into Lyla's life and Pioneer's...methods. And, while sometimes I wanted to bang my head on a wall, I could definitely understand why these characters did what they did.

The romance was insta-love, definitely (and sadly.) My only relief about it is that, while it was completely insta-love, it didn't play a major major roll in the plot. We never really focused on it and Cole (our boy outside) was only mentioned a few times, really.

I really did adore this book though. It was a new idea and was definitely written well, I think, for someone who never got involved with a cult (err...I hope.) It was definitely a new perspective seeing this from the inside out! I sort of expected this to be apocalyptic and it definitely had a dystopian feel to it. I have to give it to Parker--she definitely knows how to make something like this creepy! (Those lasting words in the end...oh God. The shudders.)

Different with just the right touch of chilling, Gated is a must read for people who love dystopians and those who love those wonderfully written and different contemporaries!

Pages: 384
Genre: Contemporary/Cult
Series: Standalone
Publisher: Random House Children's
Release Date: August 27, 2013
Rating: 3.5 stars

Week of a Fiction Freak

Hey guys! I actually got a TON of books this week, but I'm busy packing for my NY trip! I GET TO SEE EILEEN! Woot! Excited to go, but in a rush, so I wasn't able to get pics or do a haul. HOWEVER, next Sunday expect some crazy videos! When I get back, I promise to do another video. Even though I said I wouldn't do one.

Why does this happen to me?

ANYWAYS, hope y'all have a great week while I spaz with my BFF! 

Weekly Recap

A Darkness Strange and Lovely by Susan Dennard

Boy on the Bridge by Natalie Standiford

Waiting on Wednesday

Truly, Madly, Deadly by Hannah Jayne

Parallel by Lauren Miller

Parallel by Lauren Miller

Goodreads Blurb

Abby Barnes had a plan. The Plan. She'd go to Northwestern, major in journalism, and land a job at a national newspaper, all before she turned twenty-two. But one tiny choice—taking a drama class her senior year of high school—changed all that. Now, on the eve of her eighteenth birthday, Abby is stuck on a Hollywood movie set, miles from where she wants to be, wishing she could rewind her life. The next morning, she's in a dorm room at Yale, with no memory of how she got there. Overnight, it's as if her past has been rewritten.
With the help of Caitlin, her science-savvy BFF, Abby discovers that this new reality is the result of a cosmic collision of parallel universes that has Abby living an alternate version of her life. And not only that: Abby's life changes every time her parallel self makes a new choice. Meanwhile, her parallel is living out Abby's senior year of high school and falling for someone Abby's never even met.
As she struggles to navigate her ever-shifting existence, forced to live out the consequences of a path she didn't choose, Abby must let go of the Plan and learn to focus on the present, without losing sight of who she is, the boy who might just be her soul mate, and the destiny that's finally within reach.

Oh my God. That ending.

Parallel really surprised me with it's...thoroughness I guess. The worldbuilding/science of this was absolutely wonderful and well thought out. Miller obviously did her research, making this book so much more real, an added bonus with the contemporary feel this book had! And while it was confusing at times, it definitely helped explain a lot and the book so much more interesting, knowing why this or that was happening.

I really did love how we would switch between Parallel Abby and "Real" Abby throughout chapters, though I think it would've been just as amazing without the Parallel Abby parts! They were obviously completely different people, yet so similar. I was always guessing what Parallel Abby's actions were going to affect and my gut clenched every time she did something I knew would do something! It was really like reading two different scenarios, all stemming from one point--it was fascinating and completely well done.

The romance was definitely...interesting. While our love interests were decidedly different, they were also...similar...yeah, I don't make sense. But I definitely chose a team and did not like who Abby picked. Sure, he was sweet, but I liked the other guy so much better!
One of the other major romances was Caitlin (the BFF) and Tyler (the other BFF!). I felt like they were way too adorable with each other and honestly would love to get a story on their relationship!

And I loved our characters too--okay, maybe not Parallel Abby. She was so different from "Real" Abby , though it may just have been the situation. "Real" Abby was so headstrong and honest, and I loved how much she trusted Caitlin and how she wasn't dumb enough to figure it out on her own, like some YA characters. She knew she needed help, and she knew where to go--something that will always score brownie points.
Caitlin was an amazing BFF and absolutely lovable, in my opinion. Smart girls? Totally kickass. Like, seriously. She was kickass.

The plot was absolutely mindblowing. While it's a bit slow at first, it quickly speeds up and, strangely, made me tear up. I don't even know! There were so many things that made me cringe in expectation and honestly, scared me a bit! And the ending. Don't even get me started. That was...oh my GOD. I can't even. Just leave me alone in a corner to cry bittersweetly.

Dealing with the universal question of "What if" and touching on topics like soulmates and parallel worlds, Parallel is an absolute must read that I would love to shove in your face  honest-to-God think everyone should read. Absolutely mind bending, wonderful, and beautiful, Parallel is going to twist your perspective on life and the choices you make everyday.

Pages: 419
Genre: Sci-fi
Series: Standalone
Publisher: HarperTeen
Release Date: May 14, 2013
Rating: 5 stars

Blog Tour: Truly, Madly, Deadly by Hannah Jayne

Goodreads Blurb

Sawyer Dodd has it all. She's a star track athlete, choir soloist, and A-student. And her boyfriend is the handsome all-star Kevin Anderson. But behind the medals, prom pictures, and perfect smiles, Sawyer finds herself trapped in a controlling, abusive relationship with Kevin. When he dies in a drunk-driving accident, Sawyer is secretly relieved. She's free. Until she opens her locker and finds a mysterious letter signed by "an admirer" and printed with two simple words: "You're welcome."

I loved this so much more than I thought I would! It was so absolutely creepy. And you guys. I read this in one sitting at midnight. Oh the SHUDDERS.

But I did have a few problems: While it got to a great start, so many "convenient" things just happened to make things fall into place and that sort of annoyed me. And Sawyer made some really...not-so-smart decisions sometimes which made me want to shake her.
I also sort of wanted to delve more into Kevin and Sawyer's abusive relationship and there were also a few plot holes, now that I think about it, but it didn't in any way affect the reading enjoyment!

But the atmosphere was absolutely chilling and haunting. Oh ugh. The note was absolutely creepy and wonderful. The atmosphere felt a bit psychological thriller and I loved the way I doubted the character at several moments. There were also so many suspects, but as they each went six feet under...well it got a bit obvious after a little after the halfway mark, but it still shocked me. Completely and absolutely. Like, HOLY CRAP.

There is a ridiculous amount of suspense and it had a great pacing, though a (very) few parts were slightly rushed. There were just so many creepy things that just accumulated until I was completely and utterly spooked. I even considered the fact that our Sawyer WAS the killer. This book just messed with my brain sometimes (and I was literally looking over my shoulder. Having a dark hallway at your back while reading a thriller, by the way, is not a good idea.)

Truly, Madly, Deadly, was absolutely suspenseful, absolutely creepy, and had so many twists. Recommended for thriller fans and people who are in love with these kind of stories!

One word description: INTENSE

Pages: 272
Genre: Psychological Thriller/Mystery
Series: Standalone
Publisher: Spencer Hill Press
Release Date: July 16, 2013
Rating: 4.5-->4 stars

Author Bio

Hannah is the author of the UNDERWORLD DETECTION AGENCY CHRONICLES from Kensington books and the upcoming young adult thrillers TRULY, MADLY, DEADLY and SEE JANE RUN available from Sourcebooks, Inc. When she's not battling the demons of the

Underworld or tackling a murderer at Hawthorne High, Jayne kicks her feet up in her San Francisco bay area home and attempts to share

couch space with two enormous cats.

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